A Strange Dream 4:03 PM

I woke up from a strange dream about death, and I could't go back to sleep.

In it, someone close had passed away. But it was not the death that was most discomforting - even though I saw the person lifeless on the dining table - but the aftermath of it. My first reaction was: I should call his company and ask if they can give us the rest of his salary.

After that, I started to notice the little things that were missing. I saw myself in a relative's kitchen, and someone remarked that it was so sad that he passed away, now his favourite jar of nuts is missing from the fridge. I also thought about how I would no longer have his number in my cellphone, or speedial. His voice would certainly be missed, as would his jokes, smile and everything else. I wondered if it would be convenient if I could have his car, but then I'd have to drive it myself - that wouldn't be too convenient now. I also dreamt about how his wife tried to break the news to the rest of the family, and how difficult it was for her to do it.

I had to write this down as a self-reminder that the ones we love don't last forever. God put them on Earth to give us care, show us love, teach us lessons and then He takes them back. I want to remember to always cherish those dear to my heart, and not take them for granted.

Yours sincerely.

Dear Yasmin, 9:04 PM

I've wanted to post this for a long time, but due to my procrastination habits, I'm only doing this now.

In the video below, Yasmin Ahmad came to speak about film making, but she revealed so much more about life and the simple way we can make the world a better place. I might not have enjoyed ALL her films, but she is nevertheless one of those talented individuals who opened our eyes to what Malaysia COULD be, rather than how it should be.

We will miss her optimism, and neverending faith in Malaysia.